2 days before

So i bought my scale.. and sent my boyfriend home and weighed myself.  It said i weighed about 20 pounds less than I do!  awesome.  figured I might want to put it on a hard surface and check again.. damn.  then I had cake.  come on... i have two days left.. who doesn't want cake for dinner??

I guess the reason i'm starting this blog is to keep myself motivated on this journey of loss and to have something that i'm accountable to.  Really is a blog going to keep me honest?  I hope so.

I don't need to lose a lot.. maybe 25 pounds which to some is tons but to other is a drop in the bucket.  I just want to be comfortable in my own skin and to avoid a shelf bum.. which no matter what my boyfriend says  , it's not sexy.  I'm never going to be a size 6.. I've got my curves and I like them.  So to avoid trying to fit into that cookie cutter mold society says I should be, I'm not going to be posting my weight on this blog.. but will post when I lose, things that worked, my chip/cookie/sugar cravings, frustrations and kicking my own ass to get to the gym.  I'm not doing this for anyone but me, and because of that i'm excited.

Now.. I have two days before I do this thing.. where are those cookies at??